Today is one of those days I feel like I am standing still while life passes me up. I can’t seem to get any where I want to be. Its all moving in a blur. I am trying to peek out the window but what am I looking for? What do I want with this life I am living? Why is it so hard for me to be a loving person? I am struggling with you am of late. I am pulling myself in a hundred different directions trying to take care of my family. I work and work to provide. I am going to sit here tonight and think about life. I am going to look at all the hearts I have drawn. Hopefully there is a clue in there about the diretion I am going.