I wish I was one of those people that can look back on their past with fond loving memories. There is a lot of pain in my past. I think I am always moving forward. I want to be so far from the past that it is unable to reach me. I know I can’t escape. I have faced these issues through out my life. It’s like I put the pain in a nice box. Wrap it up with some nice paper. Put a tag on it. I complete the ceremony by putting it on a shelf never to be opened again. Some day I will have the strength to open them again just not today. Today I look to love to strengthen me. Today I draw love.