I went against my better judgement. I should have go to that commercial shoot. Even if it meant a 5 hour drive. I have to get outside of myself. If I don’t start focusing on taking care of myself this family will be homeless. We are running out of places to stay. I know what I am good at. That is solving problems. I can get this family back on track if I focus. They trust me to take care of them. They love me. I have to keep moving forward.
I am rambling here. It’s this simple. If I don’t do the work I need to do each day I will get depressed. Love give me the strength to carry on.