you & only you have been behind the dark door that protects my heart
This is what happens when you listen to to much Leonard Cohen. My drawings get a darker tone to them. Getting tired of all the rain. It’s been a long day. I painted two rooms at my Dad’s condo. I have 3 more to do. I need to get them done before he starts renting it to summer guests. Only a few weeks left. Ned to spend sometime with the family tomorrow instead of working so much.
Made it through the day with a positive loving attitude even when I got bad news. I’m working on being more loving. Today was a grow day for me. I need to string more of these days together. I keep giving advice to people out following your dreams and I realize the advice is for me. I think need to start gearing up to head back to California. Warm weather, palm trees and the entertainment business is calling me. I can’t resist it’s siren song.
The winds of change are a blowing This old heart may be a healing
Suffering through my first real dose of humidity in 19 years. Not use to sweating. Starting to get in the groove of living in a trailer. The kids love running around. Today the found out the neighbor has a mini horse. They about petted the fur off the animal. I’m glad ww are getting use to our new way of living. If only we had a car to haul this beast back to california I would be very happy. Should have bought a car/truck with a bigger tow package. Now let’s hope for a good night sleep.
You have the power to pull me down into the depths of love
Today I worked in a crawl space so small it was like working in your own coffin. It was a tough day. Very tired. I lost my temper. I’m conflicted where I want my life right now. Need to focus on my future decisions.