Every morning

Every morning I need your love I need love more and more in my life. Without love I can feel the very fabric of life disintegrating around me. I once was content to being alone. Now I'm addicted to love. I've had some of the pure stuff. The love that gives you that [...]

By | November 24th, 2017|Uncategorized|0 Comments

In tears

In all these tears I will find love. I'm so tired I am almost in tears. One good thing I uncovered a reoccurring pattern that happens each night that I have to eliminate. I need to focus on having a system not goals. Each night when I go over my days accomplishments I [...]

By | April 24th, 2017|love|0 Comments

You are my dreams

If you searched my dreams you would find only you Spent the day running around. Too many errands. I just want to relax. That won't happen until I am dead. I have to get use to the life I have. The sweet joys of 4 kids and a wife. I can't really complain [...]

By | March 25th, 2017|love|0 Comments

Hello lover

hello cloudhello sunhello loverlets rollaround on the groundwhile the sun shines Was lucky that I got to finish my art piece tonight with a house full of sick kids. Good news is I can sleep in since they won't be going to school. (I doubt I will get to sleep in) Draw a [...]

By | March 22nd, 2017|love|0 Comments

Love’s heat

Forget youcold coldworldI'm goingto enjoyLove'sHEAT I really like these piece. I came to me as I was driving home from work. It's been so cold lately. It really makes me miss southern California. I haven't been this cold in 19 years when I use to live in Chicago. I hope to move back [...]

By | March 16th, 2017|love|0 Comments

Spark of love

The spark of love got out of control and we burned the house down... Got a new book in today. Trying to read as much as I can before bed. Hopefully it will help me make some money from my art. I struggle with monetizing my art. I wish I was better at [...]

By | March 13th, 2017|love|0 Comments

Dance to see love

If we didn't dance the world won't see love Run around, run around. Fill up my time making money. Short sided money. Not the work that will help me save for the future. Finishing projects will help me have money in the future. Not stocking shelfs for a large company. Need to get [...]

By | March 4th, 2017|love|0 Comments

Stolen heart

She came once more in the middle of the night and stole my heart I talk a lot. One thing about people that talk a lot is we know when nobody wants to hear what you are saying. People right now don't want to hear what I have to say. So I am [...]

Moment to say sorry

It onlytakes amomentin the darkto saysorry It's been a long day. It started with one simple mistake and kept building from there. I am close to crying. I have reached the end of my rope. I am trying to do this blog while my wife tries to get our three year old to [...]

Complicated love

ourloveis complicatedbutthat doesn'tstop mefrom doingbad thingstoyou Lift. Lift. Work. Work. It was one of those days were there was no time for breaks. Didn't have lunch. Mouth felt like cotton do to lack of water. Now I am trying to think about being a loving husband. I will be married 23 years in [...]

I fight through

I fight throughthe painthe miserythe broken dreamsnothing is going to stop mefrom your love Everyday can be a struggle to live when you suffer from chronic pain but it's never been a struggle to love you. Time to spend some time with the wife. Keep loving each other everyone. Show love. Draw a [...]

Love devours

I devoured your love with my sharp pointy teeth. My hope is to have a great valentines with the wife. It's not easy when you have four kids. This year we can't afford a baby sitter to go out. Our only hope is getting the kids to bed early. She did have a [...]