Depressed from a audition I did early. I am never happy with my performance. We have a sick little one. I don’t feel well. I need to find an editor for a video to help launch my exercise product. I feel like the wheels are coming off the bus. I am fighting the feeling that overtime I start to get ahead I get knocked back two spaces. I want to stay positive. I want to be loving. It’s hard. I want to curl up into a tub like Richard from Silicone Valley. This is the moment were I could go forward of backwards. I need strength. Breath deep. I can make it through this. I have people love me no matter what. I have to focus on what is important right now and not run away. I am going take a moment to gain my composure. Then I am going to start tackling the problems at hand.