There is still so much in my heart that I have yet to open

There is still so much in my heart that I have yet to open

I am not a very open person when it comes to my heart. There are still things that I tell my wife after 20 plus years that she has never heard. I have so much in my heart that I have to unpack. It’s easy for me to bottle things up. I have a very guarded heart but I think that comes from having a very rough life. Though recently my son is being picked on. A flood of emotions come up. I want to do everything to protect him. In the end I know he has to deal with this in his own way. Which is very loving compared to me. The kid inspires me everyday to be a better person. I draw a heart and think about love because of him. He is the most loving person I have met in my life.