really unhappy have spent the last 30 minutes trying to get my scanner to talk to the computer. I want to smash the thing. It’s 2 feet from the router. It can find the neighbors a block away. I need to take a breath. I am able to post using my phone. Going to try and refocus. Whats important is that I be loving. Don’t lose my temper on something silly. Count to ten. Draw a heart. Think about love.