I have been coming home from work and throwing my old dirty work clothes away. It has felt good. I am in need of some change. I will be moving in less than a week. I am getting very anxious. I wouldn’t be surprised if I had a panic attack. I have been working hard to keep my mind busy. That still hasn’t stopped my brain from waking me up at 2 in the morning. At least I have been able to fall back asleep.