Even when you don't want to

Even when you don’t want to

There are many days i just want to crawl in a hole and let life pass me by. Love won’t let me. It drags me out in to the day. I then experience more love than I ever expected. It is easy to give up on this life. To just float on by without causing any ripples. I don’t want to live that way. I want to to be the guy having fun making the big splash in the pool. To let go of doing what I think every one wants me to do. To love deeply from my soul without worry about what people think. I not there yet. Until then I will keep drawing these hearts every day.