if it wasn't I would have been lost a long time ago

if it wasn’t I would have been lost a long time ago.

I have so many things to do every day. Life isn’t easy. There are many times I want to give up, Sit around all day watching tv. The thing is I have done that. I have given up on life before. I wasn’t happy. I was sitting in a very dark pit. Not only did I not go any where. I stop wanted to go any where. It took a miracle to get me out of that pit. I am happier striving to achieve something. Setting goals for myself has helped me be happier. I know its not for everyone. I set a goal that I would draw a heart every day. To remind myself that loved saved.