The song is pride by U2. When this song came out my life could not have been more of a mess. It was a feat for me back then just to make it through a day. I was in a dark place headed for a even darker place. I have changed a lot since then but it’s amazing how I keep going back to the same bad behaviors. No matter what I do. No matter what I try. I keep churning up the same old behavior patterns. It’s a cycle I want to break. This year I am trying to do things differently than I have in the passed. I am try to keep love in the for front by drawing a heart every day. I need to remind myself what is important or I could easily end up in that same dark place once again.