I started my Christmas shopping. I admit that I love to by gifts for my children. In fact one would say I am foolish as to how much I spend. I am a dreamer. I think it will all work out. Today I don’t have a dollar but tomorrow I will have two. Now you would think I sit around and do nothing with a attitude like that. Well you would be wrong. I have written a kids book. I have at least 4 more in the works. A exercise product I invented is in the last stages of development. I work non stop. In fact the only time I am not working is when I sleep and when I spend time with my kids. The thing that scares me more than going broke is that someday my kids won’t think I loved them enough. I strive everyday to give them my time. No matter how busy I am they are more important. Its not always easy. That is why I do this blog. That someday drawing hearts and thinking of love I will become a more loving person. I will keep drawing love everyday until that happens.