Been depressed all day. I don’t feel like I am living up to my potential. I want to do more. The bummer is my body is failing me. My hand has been in a splint all day. My hand hurts so bad it’s keeping me awake. I’ve been so busy I haven’t made it to the doctor. Plus there is no way I am going to a emergency room. I did buy some books on writing. Another creative outlet always gets me excited. I have a fun idea for a novel. The world could always use another good antihero. Going to go find something on tv to make me laugh.
A wave of tired has washed over me. I picked up the first shirts to be made for drawaheart.com it made me happy to accomplish something all the through. I have a fear of completing things. I am going to think about love as I eat a big bowl of ice cream. Then I am going to go to sleep early.
It felt like my brain was on fire all day yet I still gave my kids piggyback rides to bed. I was barley able to keep food in my stomach. I am starting to fear going to sleep again. I keep going to bed and waking up with a screaming headache. I wish I knew what caused it. Now you would think I would be sad. Well I am not. It’s all a part of life. In all my pain today a good thing happened. A musician friend reached out to me and wants to record his next EP inspired by my drawings. It really made me feel better. I was very humbled that someone with such talent would want to work with me. This year is really starting to shape up. Who knows some day I may be able to pay my bills with these doodles. I have no idea how much longer I will be alive so everyday I am trying to live like it’s my last.
If the stars equaled our love the sky would be on fire.
Got home from Jenny Lewis concert at almost midnight last night. Went to be at 1ish. Spent the day sanding and staining for 8 hours straight. I am tired. I want to pass out. I almost fell asleep in the shower. So I am very proud that I had the strength to draw today’s heart. I am proud of the piece also. I would do a couple of things different but that is with every piece. Time to eat some ice cream then go to bed. Care about love. Draw a heart.
Love will shine over the hills and through the valleys. Love can’t be hidden.
I really like this one. I have been playing around with my new Derwent Inktense pencils. They were a little tough getting use to. The colors are very bright. I only have the 24 set so I used watercolors for the grey in the sky. I want to do a piece with watercolors and highlight with the Derwent Inktense pencils. It’s been a long day and I am tired. I am going to try and get to bed before midnight. Care about love. Draw a heart.
Lets fill the whole earth with love and then the universe.
Still not feeling well. This cold is sticking with me. I can’t stop coughing at night. I am very happy with tonight’s drawing. We need to feel this whole earth up with love. Hate is getting all the press these days. Let’s so the world how awesome love is. Let’s put our differences aside. Let’s do something so loving that the media has no choice but to cover it. Draw a heart. Think about love.