Praying for cars & money

praying, love

Baby why are we praying for cars and money when all we want is love?

When you are up against a financial wall its easy to want and pray for money. The problem is when its all you care about. In the end it could cost you more ending that relationship than if you would have focused on the positive part. I believe the best way to be happy is to want love first. Then when money comes into play its second to what is most important. You will make better decisions. Ok I have hit a brick wall tonight. Very tired. Need to to get some sleep.

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2021-07-03T14:50:46-08:30February 24th, 2017|

Complicated love

bad things, love song

our
love
is complicated
but
that doesn’t
stop me
from doing
bad things
to
you

Lift. Lift. Work. Work. It was one of those days were there was no time for breaks. Didn’t have lunch. Mouth felt like cotton do to lack of water. Now I am trying to think about being a loving husband. I will be married 23 years in a few months. Love is quite complicated and simple at the same time. Todays piece was inspired by the song, Bad things by Machine Gun Kelly and Camila Cabello. That passion you have when you are young and newly in love. It’s work but the passion can be there. Trying to finish up the days tasks early so I can spend time with the wife.

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2021-07-03T14:50:46-08:30February 23rd, 2017|

Love the best place

love, heart

Love
Still the best place
to live

Been a long day. Selling little bits of my soul until there’s nothing left. Even though I am feeling depressed I was inspired by the netflix series Abstract. It made me want to do more art. I thought of this piece last night as I was watching an episode. It turned out almost the way I envisioned. I would do a few more drafts until it was more polished. I do like the rawness of it. slept three hours last night I hope I fare better tonight. Stress is horrible on sleep.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 22nd, 2017|

Tired of begging

alone, faded away, no one cares

After I grew tired
of begging
I sat alone
until I faded away

Sad to say this could be my last piece. I have to focus time on my family right now. I wish this blog got more views but right now I get very few people checking out my work. I put a lot of time and money into my work over the last couple of years. I was really hoping to do a piece every day for 3 years but its taking its toll on my personal life.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 21st, 2017|

Stars shine brighter

stars, love

Remember world
in the darkness
the stars shine
Brighter

So bust today i posted something on Instagram and am to busy to see in anyone like it. I wish it was for fun reason but no just work. Plus tired. Haven’t been sleeping well again. Need to get some sleep. My kids did make me laugh with their protests about going back to school tomorrow. The have really been enjoying their break.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 20th, 2017|

I fight through

love, heart

I fight through
the pain
the misery
the broken dreams
nothing is going to stop me
from your love

Everyday can be a struggle to live when you suffer from chronic pain but it’s never been a struggle to love you. Time to spend some time with the wife. Keep loving each other everyone.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 19th, 2017|

Drawing lines

love, heart, hugs

We need to stop drawing lines and start handing out hugs.

Dying from a headache. I’ve had my head over a pot of simmering water for over an hour. I call these boiling my head. It’s old school but it works. When it’s really bad I apply a ice compress to my head. The hot and cold fight each other. This was the best I could meek out tonight. I hope to wake up with a clear head in the morning.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 18th, 2017|

Humbled and broken

beach, love, lover

I am humbled and broken like the seashells on the beach.

Took a walk on the beach today. I have been listening to Ryan Adams Prisoner all day. It’s a great album. So excited. I wish I could see him in concert this year. When I get to the West coast he will be on the east coast. I have a lot on my mind about the state of my life right now. Where am I headed? Todays piece was inspired by the thoughts that ran through my head as I walked along the beach. I feel like my life is going sideways. I’m not moving forward or even backwards. I am on a weird trajectory right now. I miss being in California. I miss the energy. I like living in a city. We are looking for a trailer right now to move all our stuff back to California. We’ll hit a few national parks along the way. I think it would give the kids a fun summer. I am planning all this stuff without a dollar in my pocket. I live so much in the clouds. I have to get my act together if I am going to make this happen. Need to find some work. Need to sell everything that we can to cut down on weight. I can only haul so much stuff with our Honda Pilot.

Coming back to my childhood home has humbled me. It has broken me in so many ways. This is going to be a tough year to get through. I have come to realize I can’t do everything at once. I have to finish one project and move on after it’s done. I am so spread out right now. I have to focus on getting one project done. It will make me feel so much better. on a good note the wife and I are growing stronger in our relationship. I am rambling. Need to spend time with the kids before they head off too bed. Would be nice to watch a movie with the wife.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 17th, 2017|

Scared of everything

love, lover, marriage

I’m scared of everything but loving you

This was a fun one. I did six certifications online today for a new job. Plus did two phone conferences. My brain is burnt. I can’t believe I thought of something tonight so quickly. I also wanted to call this the adventures of cat boy and rabbit girl. I love having fun with my drawings. I am taking my life so serious these days. It’s nice to let go in my art. Art is so freeing at times. It makes my heart soar beyond this earth bound core. Every day I keep striving to make my life better. I need to make my life more loving. I have to start off the day with the right attitude. I have a four day weekend with the kids. I need to just relax.

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2021-07-03T14:50:47-08:30February 16th, 2017|

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