Can you find love with so much static

I hope I can

There is so much going on in my mind as well as my life am I really seeking out love? Or am I seeking my own thoughts. Life is distracting me in so many different directions. All the media that goes in my mind seems only to corrupt it more than it helps it. I want to seek out real love. I am not looking for ego to be boosted. Hopefully drawing these hearts will keep me coming back to finding real love.