A day of problems. Nothing is going right. If my life had idiot lights like a car all of them would be going off. I am sliding into failure. At least that is how I feel. I pray I am wrong. I am fighting depression. I can’t go to far down that hole or I will never come back. So I am deciding to think about love. No matter how cheesy that is. I would rather be cheesy than depressed. I would rather have a smile than indifference on my face. The kids have done a great time of cheering me up today. I think I’m going to drown my sorrows in ice cream and gummy bears.