some days its not easy

some days its not easy

There are days that I feel like love is slipping out of my hands. I am trying to hold on. Instead of focusing on the positive I can only focus on the negative. For example moving only a couple of feet for two hours in traffic can make for a sour mood. I should shake it off and not carry that negative energy with me all day but I don’t. I have to wear it like a badge. Hey look how bad my life is. When it’s really not. Its a problem I have. I let the little things get the better of me. I am really trying to let things go this year. To focus on what is important. I will be more loving. I will draw a heart every day to remind myself of this fact.