love screams
I hate to say it but I have hit a wall. I am feeling depressed. It’s been a rough week. I am trying to hold it together. I am grateful for the people that love me. My thumb is still killing me. I am trying to rest it. It’s hard not to use your thumb. I am going to try and get a good night sleep.
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Love me to love you
When I was younger all I could think about was someone loving me. Until I met the right person then I could only think about loving them. What I thought was selfish thoughts of being adorned. Real love isn’t selfish. All it can think about is loving others. I know what that is now. So much of my life is about trying with every fiber of my being to love another.
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love the flood
Sometimes the scanner is not my friend. I am trying to hold it together. So many adult decisions to make. I really have no idea what is up or down right now. I’m at a crossroad in my life. I have to consider everything for my family. Even stuff I have avoided for years. If only I had more time to weight my thoughts but I don’t.. I must make a decision. One that I won’t regret.
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To love you
Every time I think I have nothing left in me a small breeze called love comes and picks me up. It takes me to new heights. If I didn’t have love in my life right now I would be very depressed. Love gives me more strength than I should have. These aren’t easy days but I am getting through them. Bad days will end. Good days will come. Draw a heart. Show love.
Love’s strength
I know many days that the only reason I get out of bed is because the people that love me count on me. Their love gives me the strength to get up. When my hand is screaming in pain I keep working. When my headaches so bad I almost throw up I charge on because of the love I have in my life. I once was in a pit of despair but love set me free. I never want to go back to that pit. That is the reason I am so focused on being a loving person. My nature is to go right back to that pit. The strange thing is that it isn’t a focus on myself that helps its loving others that gives me the strength I need. Draw a heart. Show love.
Your hand
It’s been a long work week. I am glad I am working for something more than money. I wouldn’t work this hard if I didn’t have people that love me. I work every day for them. Ok sometimes for myself. I do like a good craft beer. Going to try and spend time with the family now. Keep drawing hearts. Every day show love.