Weird day. I am tired. Tomorrow I have to go get my truck fixed. At least the air bag of death won’t kill me now. The wife would like me to live a long life. She doesn’t want to raise our four kids on her own. I have to get some work done tomorrow on my invention. I have been slowly getting depressed lately. I can feel myself slipping into like quick sad. I have been to focused on myself. My focus need to be on something other than myself. I need to focus on being a loving supportive dad to my kids. Tonight draw your heart and think about being more loving as you drift off to sleep.