I like this drawing

I like this drawing

I am trying to stay positive. The problem is I feel like I keep taking steps backwards. No matter what I do I feel like I don’t move forward. Am I beating my head against the wall. My body aches. I have a headache. I need some sleep but I am not tired. To much on my mind. I know people love me. I drew my heart tonight. I hope to go to bed thinking about love.