Not in a good mood. I can’t believe I am up.I have only slept a few hours in the last couple of days. The power went out. Crazy rain storm here in los angeles. I have spent the last few hours looking for a redbox dvd. The kids put it some where. It’s funny how something so small can be so aggravating. The truth is if not found it’s only the price of a dvd. It’s not the end of the world. I am not going to die. I was telling a friend that you can easily glide into divorce as you can fight your way into it. I will be married 21 years in a couple of months. Some years your marriage can survive a atomic bomb other times a piece of paper can cut it in half. Love isn’t easy. Staying in love is even harder. As I was saying earlier I am in a bad mood. The dvd being lost isn’t what caused my frustration to come out it was just the catalyst. It has been simmering below the surface for a while. I want to not be frustrated. I know it’s a small thing. I have to focus on the love. Each day that I draw a heart it makes me remember that love.