I am both physical and mentally tired. I have a lot going through my mind. Every day I keep working towards giving my kids a better life. When my son was sick in the hospital he said he wanted to live near the beach. I said we would. I want to make good on that promise. It wont be easy since we have a large family. It’s going to take a small miracle. I have seen miracles and know anything is possible. Its a long story I will tell someday but its a miracle I am here today. I have to finish up the rt work for the kids book I wrote. I need love to be my final destination. I keep drawing these hearts each day as a road map to get to the place I want to be at.