Got a call late tonight to go build a movie set. Lucky it’s not to early of a call time. I had to run out and grab groceries. We were out of diapers. Well we were out of a lot of things. It has been a tough month. Still don’t have enough for all the bills at the end of then month. I wish I could have a more stable life. Yet when I had a stable life it made me crazy. I want the stable life money but a artist life. I know if I keep at it some day it will come. Until then I will draw hearts and try to be more loving.