I wish the love in my heart grew while I slept. I would sleep the day away if that was the case. I would love to have my thoughts on love day and night. I try to be honest. I try to be loving. The thing is I have my heart locked up. I am only showing people what I want people to perceive. I am more concerned about people liking me than being honest to myself. By being false to myself I only alienate people. I end up being more alone than I started. Some day I will understand what it means to be truly loving until than I will draw a heart to keep me focused on my goal.