I spent more than half my day with my daughter in a waiting room to get a referral for a appointment she already has. Usually this is the stuff that drives me mad. I mean someone could have looked at the paper said ok we will call your referral in. Two minutes top. The real world doesn’t work that way. The strange thing is I was very patient. We did a bunch of puzzles. We played with some new dolls I bought for her being so brave going to the doctor. Why can’t I be like this all the time? When I am not focusing on myself it some how cleans this old heart of mine. Draw a heart and think about love.