Sunday is family fun day. We had fun running errands this Sunday. My youngest son finished collecting all the little lego minifies from the Lego Batman movie. It was a fun day. Even got free cupcakes when we stopped into Walmart. Going to try and get some sleep now.
This comes up my life. I am just a big kid that has a wife. I would spend so much on toys and candy. Though I would never forget my baby. It’s a good thing she likes toys and candy also. Spent an enjoyable day with family. Very tired. Need to brush teeth and go to bed.
I used gold to show how valuable women are. I then took a simple line to show form. Then I added notes about how wonderful women are. Love each other. SO respect for your fellow human being no matter their gender. It’s insane that we are fighting for woman rights in 2017. We should all be equal. It’s time for love to take over this world.
I have been depressed a lot lately. I had to work some things out in my heart before I could move forward. This has been the most humbling time in my whole life. I am so tired of fighting people that don’t want to love me. I have decided that if they don’t want me in my life than it’s time to move on. I wish them the best luck. What I need to do is focus on my family. To have fun with them. To show them love with my actions every single day. There’s so much to live for. I still want to do so much. I want to see so much. I still have that curious nature of a child. It’s time for to live my life for me. If I don’t love myself than I can never truly love someone else.
Spent time with the family. Did a little art work. Went and saw Logan. Loved every minute off it. Bought a trailer to live in. I will need to fix it up. It was a good deal. Had a little water damage but I should be able to fix it up real fine. Had fun playing with the kids before bed. It will be nice for each one of them soon to have their own bunk bed. I know they are going to be happy.
Had to quit one job to take another. Even though I have quit a few jobs its never easy. I always want to make people happy. They weren’t happy I quit. I had to though the other job had only a few hours and paid less. I wish it would have worked. I am back to building things. My body is going to take some time to adjust. This weekend I really need to finish the illustrations for the kids book I wrote. I need to focus on what is important. I need to not get stop getting angry so easy. I want to be a more loving person. I want to make the world better place but it has to start at home. I need to make my home a better place.
I wish love was the only thing I did today. I am still getting use to doing construction again. Body is a little sore. I had to run to the grocery store. Then after I got home I found out the cat and lizard didn’t have food. So I had to run to the pet store. Just finished my bath . Now of to bed.
I want to live in a house full of love the bummer is I am currently leasing a house of pain. I hope the lease is up. I need to move on. Life has been rough for me lately. I pray it’s over. Nothing would make me happier than living in a house full of love with bright furniture. I would smile all day.
I talk a lot. One thing about people that talk a lot is we know when nobody wants to hear what you are saying. People right now don’t want to hear what I have to say. So I am going to sit quiet all alone in a dark room with just my thoughts.
A long frustrating day that ends up being uneventful. I’m failing at failing. These days I feel life I am only sliding backwards. I hope to catch a break at some point. At least I will keep disappointing people. Don’t have to worry about that. Trying to move forward. Surprised I did a drawing tonight. Didn’t feel like it. I will keep trying to succeed. I think I will put that on my tombstone.
Sunday is spend time with family day. Trying to keep it together each day. Going through some rough times. Was able to buy toilet paper so things are looking up. Enjoy the ones you love they may be the only thing you have left one day.
It’s been a long day. It started with one simple mistake and kept building from there. I am close to crying. I have reached the end of my rope. I am trying to do this blog while my wife tries to get our three year old to sleep. He keeps wanting to know what I am doing. I have enough coffee in the morning to make a cup. I pray tomorrow is better. We need a small miracle.