Christmas crazy . Trying to hold it together. The holidays are always so stressful. When you have been married 22 years you are bound to have tough times. Lady Gaga’s song is exactly what I was thinking about. She does give me more than one reason to stay. She is such an incredible mother. She has supported my dreams through many lean years. I can be a crank around this time of year. Yet somehow she keeps loving me more. Need to focus the next few days on loving her. Now I need to go spend sometime with the kids watching How the Grinch stole Christmas.